A few hours before writing this blog post, I had been out having a catch up with my Learner Support Assistant from College.
Life's treating me well however, there's still loads more room for improvement in regards to home life. As I mentioned in a previous blog post, life at home has been tough with my latest meltdown and unfortunately getting arrested by the police. I am still only a few metres from my house across the road although living alone has been great. My dad is now home from holiday after 3 long weeks so I'm not at home alone anymore. When I say 'home' I don't mean being at my very own home where I belong. I am calling my dad's place home for the moment until things settle. Am I worried about going home? I am although I'm not sure how or if it's going to happen to be honest. With the way things have turned out, I suppose it's become more serious this time round. Now I feel it's time to try change my life around make an improvement. I've been at home long enough although having the occasional walks into my local town has helped, It's now time to move one step forward and reutrn to college....
Having spent longer than a month away from College, Now is the time to slip back into routine and get my act together again. When I mentioned about meeting up with my Learner Support Assistant, Kate, a moment ago, We enjoyed a catch up at Costa as It had been too long since we've seen each other.
We obviously haven't met since backing out of college however meeting Kate has given me the hope for starting College again. We had a good long chat which we've both agreed that I return to College next Tuesday.
I feel ready to go back now and I feel I need normanity back. At least then, College is breaking up my time away from home and gives me that much needed space away.
Kate very kindly treated me to a Hot Chocolate and a piece of cake along with generously gifting me some of my favourite bottle of juice that I hadn't had since College. Kate certainly knows what my favourites are! If you're reading this Kate...I want to say thank you again! I really appreciate.
I also felt very happy to receive a get well soon card from Kate which included little nice messages from my Classmates from College. If you're reading this you guys...Thank you so much. It's given me that even more of a push to get back to college! You're all very kind!
Getting back to College is what I'm going to focus on at the moment and then see what else happens from here. I really hope to get back home and start my routine again. I am still currently on bail until 11th December which I'm hoping will go smoothly and things will get better. Fingers Crosed.
Thanks for reading,