I'm not here to put myself down however, you may look at me as the type who doesn't do beauty. I try to look my best as much as I can, however I'm not how I'd like to think I look. Yes, I'm very low in self confidence. I wish I could make an improvement with my appearance for myself.
I'm now learning to accept my looks and to always be myself. I'm forever trying to improve my looks without going to the extreme. My self-esteem is poor which I'm working on with myself.
I look at myself as being fat. Only I can make a change in that but sometimes it's tough.
The more I hate myself, the more I have no motivation to help myself because I feel it's often too much effort. Of course I make sure I try to look my best, no doubting that, but I've gone past making the too much effort because I've only now come to accept myself as a person.
We all wish we were blessed with good looks, right?
Today, I bought a few products as I'm a little hoarder of beauty products. My mum says I've got so many I don't use which I'm going to try to start using. I'm often making the effort with my eyebrows because I enjoy it so I bought some High Definition Dye in the shade Dark Brown so it saves me time of topping it up every morning. I'm looking forward to try it out as I've never used it before. I bought it from Superdrug (£7.49).
I also invested in a bottle of St Tropez, in-shower tan which I'm mostly looking forward to try.
I own so many tanning products which I don't often use so I'm going to make an effort of using them more considering summer won't be long approaching as this year is going quick.
I'm not particularly keen on my skin type as it's not as tanned as I'd liked it to be.
Soon I hope to use sun beds as my 18th is approaching in 3 months! Eeeek.
This tan product cost (£14.50) from Boots.
Last but not least which is nothing exciting, I bought a pack of face wipes. My skin regularly becomes very oily so I like to use these to help prevent the oil build-up. They're also handy if your eyebrows don't go perfectly right!
That's it from me guys. Just a short post!
Thanks for reading!